41/2 months of Holosync but still no results

[Meera]

Hi Everyone,
I don't wish to be negative in any way. Just hoping to gain some insight and encouragement to continue. I've been using the Holosync Awakening Prologue for 41/2 months. I'm feeling very discouraged as nothing has changed thus far. I've been in touch with the Support Coaches and they have encouraged me to continue to listen. However, one coach said it was strange that I han't experienced any positive results thus far. I've been following the instuctions as recommended and I've been listening daily. Anyone else had similar experiences. Is it possible that this program may not work for everyone?

[Mark]

It can take years to do something. Even after 3 years, I still can feel bad when I get bad news or when
business is very slow and bills keep coming in. But the hour a day of HS always is one of my favorite
times of the day. HS did make changes in me - I am more aware of things. HS is a great escape from
the hustle and bustle of life. I do not know what changes will come, but I am sure open to them.
I did not notice much for about 6 months.

[Clark]

Dear Meera,

I encourage you to continue practicing with Holosync. Often we fail to notice changes in the way we see ourselves, it is easier to begin noticing how people around us may begin acting towards us. Have you noticed any difference in how people around you respond to your presence?

Even if there is nothing you can see right now, I believe that in your heart you want to warmly become bathed in compassionate self acceptance and approval that begins to empower you to express yourself cheerfully, with the strength to give help to others, because you have found within yourself the strength to stand within, courageously. When we forgive ourselves for being weak, cowardly, disorganized, or whatever it is about our self that we dislike, by facing that condition even now, we begin to grow stronger, more aware, more insightful, and more loving.

These changes are invisible to the eye. People who see only outer appearances will not quickly notice them, and if they do, they may react resentfully, because they are weak and fearful people who have not yet realized how fear and insecurity is whipping them into compliance with a vengeance that only increases their pain.

As for myself, I began my quest after having been broken as a child.

As a child of about 4 or 5 years of age, I was sexually abused and then peed upon by a neighboring teenager. My self perception became that of one who must be completely horrible to have attracted such an experience. (My life did not improve for many years. In fact it took about 25 years before I told my mother of the assault!) Knowing how horrible and sinful, and evil I must be, I tried to buy friends in whatever ways I could think up! This led only to more alienation and scorn, and it made my self esteem grow darker. Every thing I tried to do only seemed to prove how depraved an individual I really was! As life continued in the passing days, weeks, months and years I saw the world as Hell in itself. Everyone I saw lived in pain, and every happy petense they acted out, was fake. I meanwhile felt I must be some kind of demon. Thus eventually I began to hope GOD loved the Devil! That is not to say I wanted GOD to love evil. But I felt that my only hope was in a love so great, that the completely lost soul I saw myself as, could be forgiven and cleansed, or transformed.

You of course may not relate to my story, but I hope it will help you to realize that many people may exist who can be helped by you, as you strengthen your conviction to overcome the hounding thoughts that like demons themselves fight to inflict pain and hopelessness into your heart and mind.

Thought itself has become an enemy. When thoughts attack you and do their best to break all forms of confidence and hope, they can only be viewed as hostile attackers.
Ones only real defense then becomes alert awareness. Being alertly aware is the light which reveals the demons that can survive only in the darkness of confusion, fear, and hoplessness.

P.S. The word “GOD” can be replaced with ‘TRUTH, LOVE, LIGHT, or LIFE’ while the word “Demon, or Devil” can be replaced with ‘thought, ego, enemy, abuser, or punk.’